I would also like to add that if your into drugs I hope for your sake that you will get help and get off of them.
But like PDM says we do not like obscenities and most of us do not like people talking about being on drugs either. The majority of us that are on the forum are pet owners or enjoy discussing politics or religion or also life situations and we are here to also help when we can. This is not a forum for talking about taking drugs and sexual explotations. I'm sure there are other sites that put up with that type of stuff. If you are serious about needing help please keep this in mind. I really think you need to grow up a little more before talking about getting married at this stage of the game I hope you will take that suggestion to heart.