Ok Sorry about the misunderstanding on that whole force thing.
When I said "having issues getting into a relationship", is I wanna say I'm a little rusty so to say. I haven't been in anything like so since my second girlfriend. As you know my first girl was when I 18 and now I'm working on 3. I am being really careful with my emotions this time around I want to know that she is the one. My emotions however can be out of wack during the first two weeks since they have been developing inside. This tends to happen and can lead to a more obsessive me. Which is what happened with my first. SO I waited until these feeling toned down before I let her know I liked her.
As far as chemistry is concerned and that whole a special version of me, I'm trying to mold myself into something along those lines. I'm gonna start this P90X workout and diet thing, also, trying to reconnect with the side of me that had the more creative side. I start all this tomorrow.
