i give up...men hate me

he hasn't responded and i don't feel like he will--this always happens to me...things seem to be going good with a guy, and then just nothing happens--every single time. i'm 19 and i've only had 1 boyfriend, and he was an abusive bleep. i'll probably never understand why i have such bad luck with guys, but all i know is at the rate i'm going, i'm going to be a spinster and die alone...i have to go--i'm going to cry...