my friend just hit me hard emotionally. i was just getting to know her really well, and then she ditched me. but not just to go hang out with other friends where i could come too, oh no, she flat out told me i couldn't come because she and the friend she ditched me for didn't want to hang out with me.
it hurt really bad. i have no real friends i'm used to getting dissed, but i'm not used to getting flat out, smacked in the face, rejected.
