Well I will say, the thought of suicide hasn't crossed my mind since that one time. I have other fun things that can get my mind off of her. Which helps me through life. Like cooking, writing code and some other things. Yea my friends in college are 10y.o or more older than me. So they are either married or been through it too. Soo they are really cool to talk to about these things. but we have more fun doing other things like messing up our lab computers to the point of no return. lol.
Ofcourse i feel comfortable talking to my pastor, and yes he is trained. He's certified.
I feel like I am needed at my church, cause that's where god is pointing me. I work in children s' church(I'm the fun guy. DJ you can put it), IT tech, sound person.
Why do you feel that church is where you are needed right now?
Church is fine, but it's not wise to restrict all your life experiences to church events.
Take care of yourself!
Good luck
Church is all I have right now.
