Hi! Some of you might know me as (Blood of) Raven or Ashes (of Love). Yeah, it's me. My other account seems to have a problem with it.

I'm not going to make this very long.

So, there's this guy who has had a crush on my since I was nine years old. We went to primary school together, right up to the seventh grade. Thing is, I never used to like him until I got to seventh grade. I confessed, but said it would be better if we went our separate ways due to high school. That's just what we did.

We are still in contact and I saw him once last year. You know, we send small texts to find out how it's going. But everytime I see his number, or look at the necklace he gave me, I feel this deep pang inside of me. I still think about him a lot.

Is it possible that I'm liking other guys to get rid of the feeling that I actually like him more than anyone else?