Well, thing is that my crush doesn't know that I even had a boyfriend. I didn't want to let him know because of what happened between me and my ex. If word got out of what truly happened between us, my crush wouldn't even look at me.
Ok, I was pretty sure that I loved my ex, but reality caught up with me a bit too fast. I was physically abused by my ex and he tried to rape me on several occassions. I had to break it off as I was fooling myself into thinking that I could still love him.
Besides, my crush kinda kissed one of my other friends WAAAAAAAAAAY back, so I guess we both got our tied up bits.