i am 18.So recently this few month i have some really big problem with my boyfriend, we have been getting ups and down... break up and being together for a few times. I admit this is my wrong who trying to annoy him alway...begging him..so now i have stopped to do things like this,learning to control my emotion.But yesterday i've sent him a mail that actually make of us break up again...kind of sad...wanted to be with him back, but guys, do you have any suggestion or tips to give me...i really miss him

Hi, welcome applecupcake

Not knowing what exactly has gone on, it's difficult to say, but since you say that it is your fault, perhaps you should write him a letter, apologising and explaining why you did what you did and suggesting that you get together and really talk through the issues.

Good luck!