It is ok to flip out once and a while. Sometimes you just need too to get it out of your system.
You also are in a unique spot. You can be you, take care of you, do all the selfish things that you want to do without anyone else around. Granted sharing things with others is great but this is also a time to figure out who you are and what you want out of life.
I know your probley sick of hearing it but girl you are beautiful and someday you will post on here saying "I met Mr. Right"



RIP Peeps