it's always good to have supportive friends, everyone needs someone they can talk to. the thing is, can you be entirely, absolutely, open with your friends? a professional would really be of great assistance in many areas. Some things like this are really hard to get through by yourself, and having an adult there that passes no judgement is a good thing.
just a thought.
anyway, since you're only 15, just take it slow and be yourself. there's nothing really else you can do. also, this is cliche but true:
dont let him (or anyone else)talk you into or force you to doing something you dont want to do or are not comfortable with.
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