I'm new here. My name is Josh, 17 years old and bi.

I'm so torn up right now. I'm so in love, but I feel so angry.
I was so in love with someone, someone who lifted my heart just by hearing his voice. I thought we were perfect together. We talked everyday and got along great, like Cher and Sonny (before he hit the tree). Long talks on the phone, and an awesome life to boot.I just about blew my load. So this man, this dream man, he had everything I needed.

Then I found out that he was cheating on me. I was (and am) so so mad. But I still love him, and consider him my lil miracle.

I still love him so much, and will still be waiting. He's in my heart for all eternity.