Hello everyone,
I haven't been on the site for a while, hope everyone is doing great :)
So here's my story....I met this guy on a dating website about 2 weeks ago. We chat a few times and he seems like a decent guy. He lives very close by & went to the same colleges as I did so we’ve been talking a lot about our school life
Last night we went out for coffee. It was a little awkward at first & I didn't see much chemistry between us as I thought either. After the coffee, we went to the beach for a while & that’s where we were starting to loosen up. To this point, nothing sexual has happened. In fact, I didn’t even feel any sexual tension between us. He only put his arm around me when it gets cold but that was it.
We got back to our car, talked some more - with more intimate gestures now (holding hands, etc.). One thing let to another, the next thing I knew we were like on top of each other in the back of my car making out heavily. At first I told him I don’t do anything more than a…hug on the first date (really). But for some reason, I just let myself go. We got to the 2nd base mutually (above panties line) & it was actually a very pleasant experience. At least, I didn’t feel he’s taking advantage of me or disrespects me in any way at the time.
We both agree to just see how things go between us, no pressure at all. I’ve been single & extremely busy for the past year and a half, not dating or seeing anyone. He told me he’s not dating anyone also (but seriously you never know).
I’ve just been feeling quite uneasy & empty since last night. In the past, I only share physical intimacy with someone I’m exclusively with, or at least knew that the relationship was going somewhere. I don’t know if it’s the stress, or I’ve just been too lonely for too long that it just got me. I barely even know this guy so it was a huge & new move for me.
We haven’t contacted each other since last night. I want see if he does first, otherwise I’ll probably just let it go since I don’t want him to think I’m desperate or anything. I don’t know how you guys react in this type of situation, but it actually makes me feel even lonelier & depressed because I have no idea where it’s going. I'm 25 & I grew up in a very traditional family if that makes some difference.
Anyone been in the same boat before & how did it make you feel about it?
Last edited by lagirl143; 05/03/10 10:29 PM.
