Hi Blood of Raven
Something here is making me feel a little uncomfortable ~ and I'm not yet quite sure what it is.
I think that it may be because ~ you are only 15, live in a dangerous town, have a tendency to go into 'a trance', and a history of depression, self-harming and giving in too easly, with a much older boyfriend whom you are keeping secret from your father, who may be over-possessive and who tries to do things with you that you are not always comfortable with.
You say that your father is not against you having a boyfriend ~ don't you think you should tell him?
