in my younger years, i was married, and she also cheated on me. neither of us were happy tho. it was me, rathr than here. it was only in my later years i discovered why i wasnt happy. i was homosexual and couldnt please her.
not saying this is your situation, but maybe its that you were not pleasing here and she had to find that somewhere else?! again, i dont know you, so am only spceulating.
thanks
