Hello Katie
You are 14 ~ and at 14 life is confusing.
Your hormones and your feelings are all over the place ~ and this can affect your moods.
Just try to just accept this, first of all, and it will make you feel better.
I get the impression that you have crushes, which soon disappear, or result in 'unrequited love', and you have boys showing an interest in you, where you don't know how to respond.
Just take a deep breath and try to be calm.
It is difficult growing from a child to a woman.
How do you know if a boy is good boyfriend material or someone who will hurt you?
How do you deal with unwanted attentions of boys?
How do you show a boy that you like him, without making yourself look bad in any way?
How do you deal with friends, who may have what you want ~ boyfriends, nice clothes, etc?
You sound like a nice girl, so just be your pleasant self and your relationships will sort themselves out.
There will always be people who seem to have what you want ~ but remember, you may have what they would like, too. The grass may seem greener on the other side, but you may be luckier than you think. Jealousy will only do you harm.
Keep yourself safe ~ that is very important ~ and accept that teenage life can be a bit of a roller coaster ride!
Take care
