Hi,
Thank you so much for your reply. I really appreciate it.
It turns out he was being a player. He doesn't know I know, but I kept seeing all the things he was doing, so when we met up, I wasn't being like a girlfriend to him, just a friend. He then said it wasn't working out between us as he had so much on that he doesn't have time for a relationship.......then he went straight ahead and upped his 'looking'. Nice huh?! So he obviously just wasn't that into me, but like I said, was with me till someone better came along.
Doesn't give me a confidence boost and makes me feel worthless. He used the things I hate most about myself as the reasons not to be with me.
Worst thing? I still care for him. Still hope. Still dream. He still flirts.
I just need to cut him out of my life, but I can't seem to bring myself to do that.
Thanks for listening to me though. It has been a lot of help.
