I'm very confused right now. Today, there was a big party, where he, myself and my mother were too. My mother and him are good friends of each other and they talked about our former relationship. He told her about the letter and said that I apologized in it, but that I didn't have to apologize. He also said again that he thought our personalities didn't match and that he didn't have the time for a relationship. Then, my mother told him that every smile or conversation would give me hope. He said that he knew that and would keep distance.
After that, he was looking at me, smiling at me, saying 'hi' almost every time when I walked past him and even teased me a bit. I was trying to stay away from him too, I was even flirting with other guys. Still, like my mother said, I got some hope again.
Just now my mother told me about their conversation and it really confuses me. Should I still talk to him about getting back together? I really don't know what to do next. My friends said: 'I don't believe that he doesn't have feelings for you.' My mother says: 'He sees you as a good friend and tries to be distant.' But then there's the looks, the hi, the teasing and the smile?
At this moment I'm unable be wise. My fantasy and my never ending hope want everything to be okay. I'm starting to forget things about 'us' and don't feel sad when I see him anymore. I'm meeting lots of nice guys who are really trying to get my attention (don't mean to sound arrogant). Ofcourse this flatters me, but I just don't feel like I'm able to love anyone right now. I could like someone, but I couldn't start a new relationship because my heart wouldn't be with them.
So now I'm in doubt. Should I try talking to him or just let it be? He says one thing but then acts like another. Do you think he still likes/loves me and how should I act to it?
Last edited by RawHeart; 08/25/07 11:41 PM.