Hi,
instead of trying to give sep some advice i want to tell my story but i start from the end i'm 31 now happily married + 2 wonderful children’s. This story happened 12 years ago i was with my girlfriend 6 years from the age of 15 until late 21 she was my first love she was my only friend and she was my whole world at that time. i've no connection with my parents.
and after 6 years i've decided to leave her, from many reasons but it hit me 3 months later when i woke up one day and i've understood what i've done. It was hard. it took me almost 3 years to get over her. it took me almost 1.5 years to be able to touch another woman. i was finished. i am not going to go inside all the details but you can imagine yourself what i was going through. i can say that after 3 years i left the country because i couldn’t any more. that action changed my life, i was crazy and despaired
I was looking for love without knowing that
i was looking for a perfect family without knowing that.
i've started to travel and learned first of all to get along with myself i've learned to like and love myself i've learned to be alone, alone, alone and to enjoy every min. i've learned new people i meet my wife, the moment that i saw her i've knew that she is the one. now you understand my i've started from the end.
we have to be strong and stay strong all the way. One day everything look black and you want to k***** but day after is the best day of your life.
I'm happy and i'm going to stay happy it's not easy but i'm working on it every day when i wake up and before that i'm falling asleep. I just promise myself that tomorrow will be the next best day of my life.
My daughter said today her first word PAPA.
