Was it her idea to "take a break?"
I tried when we first broke up but i think i acted to desperate. Do you really think all feelings could be gone we were each others first true love.
It depends on what the feelings were. Love, lust, infatuation or a combination of all. Yes the feeling could be so deminished that you could call them gone. Since this was you first love I am guessing that you are in your teens. This is not what you want to hear, but it may be better to move on. It sounds like she has moved on and think about it, do you want her back if you don't really have what you had before.
