Thanx alot 4 ur precious reply it is really helpful 2 share it with sum1 and get answers.
Nothing happened in my 1st affair.. Thnx 4 ur reply tht it was not noteable 2 mention. Im really feeling ridden of this.
Nw other problems-- i cant tell my dad bcoz he wont agree due 2 religious and social problems, he wont ever agree. But my mom has promised me that if i get a job and b independent than she will let me go 2 my husband knowing that iam financialy independent and secure, and im respecting my mom's wish thts y i cant live with him right now.
He ignored me thts y i had those 2 affairs. Now im cmpltly honest 2 him, though still we dont c each other but nw he gives me much importance and listens 2 me always (which i always wanted him 2 do).
I had affairs bcoz i was angry over him and in ths way i told myself that im paying him back.. This was in my mind.
Now .. If im not telling him what shall i tell myself 2 pacify my soul and 2 b content 4m myself? Plz suggest i'll b v.thankful.
