logo


Romantic Forums! Get the answers you seek quickly and easily! If you can't find what you need
here amongst our tens of thousands of tips and questions, be sure to Post in our Romantic Forum!
We've got over 9,800 members ready to give you a hand!
A Love Quote
Laugh as much as you breathe and love as long as you live.



Saying Sorry @ RomanceClass -
Another Man

I pray you never see this and never find out what I did. You could never hate me more than I hate myself every day, and I know you can see its killing me as physically/personality wise and career wise I know it is showing. But I need to voice how I feel. When you went away to work in the army I was shattered, I tried to talk to you.. but you never had time to hear what I said or the tolerance to listen. I tried to tell you for months that I was unhappy but you wouldn't listen you told me to find a way to cope.... unfortunately I did... Talking to you on the phone and never seeing you made me miserable I missed you beyond all belief I cried every time I was alone. When I said I wasn't coping with you working away I REALLY wasn't coping. Finally the loneliness became to much... I cheated... I met someone who made me feel important again, loved again... needed. Yes we did have sex, but it wasn't what I was after.. I wanted someone to care, listen, talk to me tell me how special I was, and how they couldn't live without me. I found that. And he is a good man.
But now I find myself torn , your still working away I haven't seen you in months we fight all the time, and I sense you don't want to even come home, and every night I try to tell you how I feel and every night you cut me off and don't have time for me. And every night I cry.

I love you, I do want to be with you, but I find my heart breaking, splitting. I am in love with J too. I don't want to hurt anyone, especially you, and I know we will break up when you find out. I just wish it wouldn't hurt you when you do. I want to try and fix things I just don't know how. I do love you still, I would stand in the line of fire for you and you know it. Just because I love him , doesn't mean I don't love you any less.

Problem is... even though you don't know I cheated I feel deep down in your heart you do. I suck at lying an you know it. And it kills me inside not to be able to be honest with you and try to fix the issue. I never wanted to hurt you, and I know you know my view on cheating and that this was the biggest sin I could have committed and you'll never hate me more than I hate myself.... but you're welcome to try. I love you and will always love you, and I want you to be happy, and I pray that when the relationship ends and it will because keeping this from you is tearing me apart but when it does I hope you never find out so I don't hurt you, I just want you to find happiness, because you deserve it, and all I will cause you is pain. Something I never wanted to do. you deserve to find happiness and find a woman that will love you and be loyal to you, I just wish it'd have been me. I am sorry. If I could turn back time I would. but I wouldn't take back the affair, I know that sounds shocking but I wouldn't, it was what saved me and made me appreciate what I have/had, it made me realise who I am, and who I don't want to be. It made me realise so much about the world, my life, us. If I could change anything I never would have let you work away.

I guess I was angry at you for leaving, I felt abandoned and like you didn't care, that you didn't want to be with me. So I found someone who did. And he is a good man too. We both feel guilty for the current situation and he has told me that whatever choice I decide to make he will respect, whether I chose him or chose to attempt to reconcile with you. I just wish I could make everything better, and I knew what to do. I want everyone to be happy. I wish I knew how to spare you the pain. I am so confused and I wish I could talk to you , hold you and try to make you understand the reasons why. I wish I didn't love you so damn much, because then I wouldn't be dying inside. But I do love you, your my sunshine, and I just wish I knew how to make you happy, and how to spare you the pain of my betrayal.

I pray god forgives me , but more than anything I pray you do too.

I'm Sorry, I love you. xxxx






Sorry-O-Meter


No Votes Yet

Add your vote! How much forgiveness does this story rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest.

1 heart
2 hearts
3 hearts
4 hearts
5 hearts


Submit your own story
Most Recent Apologies



Bookmark this site so you can reference it any time you need romantic / relationship info in the future!

Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Twitter Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Facebook Add Romance+Class+Website+ to MySpace Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Del.icio.us Digg Romance+Class+Website+ Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Yahoo My Web Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Google Bookmarks Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Stumbleupon Add Romance+Class+Website+ to Reddit


 

Follow Me on Pinterest


Romantic Tshirts, Bags, Mugs and More!

Love is Patient
Love is Patient ...
Deeply Loved
Deeply Loved ...
Random Kindness
Random Kindness ...

These are just a small selection - Visit the RomanceClass Shop!

Join This Newsletter!


 
RomanceClass on Facebook




Join This Newsletter!

Past Issues





| About RomanceClass | Advertising | Privacy Policy | Submit a Suggestion |
All content copyright 2013 Minerva WebWorks LLC. All rights reserved.

this site is for amusement only - professional advice is not being rendered

French Wedding