Lost love and letting go
Hi everyone, i had been with my boyfriend for almost a year and as my first real relationship, i was so madly in love with him i would have done anything for him. But things turned sour, soon we were fighting everyday and shortly afterwards it turned into violence. Once this change in him occured there was no going back. I was devastated. I couldo't function. He even came up to talk to me, gave me so much hope we could get back together and then crushed it and humiliated me in front of my friends. I miss him terribly and i know trying to find a way to get the man you love back seems like the only way that your pain will fade. But this really is not the case. If your guy threw you away too like you were worthless, HE IS NOT WORTH IT. You will put yourself back in the same situation as you possibly were in before which will only lead to another potential breakup and then you are crushed again. I still love my ex, but with each day it gets easier and easier to face life. The true test of you as a person will be to resist going back to him, and if you can do that, if you can be strong even if your heart is totally broken, then you are truly a remarkable and respectable person. The self reward you feel from being so strong is better than any affection or support from someone who could hurt you so much. I have done this, i have been through this and i am only 15. My advice, make the huge and seemingly impossible effort to let go, and soon enough you will be letting go without even realising.
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