online cheating?
basicly my boyfriend and i have been together aboout 9 months, ive never cheated on him, but i cheated on my ex, quite alot, and after that experience i would never ever hurt anyone i love again. my current boyfriend is actually the only guy ive ever trusted, except recently i found out he had signed up to dating and sex websites seeking for 'casual encounters' with local girls etc. he admitted this to me when i confronted him and he seems to feel a great deal of remorse, i want to believe he wont do it again or actually physically have any one 2 one contact with another woman.. but i find myself getting really paranoid and constabtly thinking that hes cheating on me although he physically hasnt..that i know of. and when he signed up to these websites he actually didnt go back on them afterwerds, i know this because i made him delete them and he had to have the passwords sent to his email as he didnt remember them.. so i cant get my head around why he even signed up, with no intention of actually following through with it, and although i have chosen to give him a second chance, i have made it clear if anything like this happens again then i wont stick around. i just hope i can regain my trust for him and rebuild our relationship because i dont think i can carry on feeling like im not the only girl in his life. it sucks and i guess these things take time and i guess only time will tell.
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