Confused
I have been with my boyfriend for a year and change. He is a sweet heart. Always trying to be romantic and always there for me when I need him. From the start I knew he wasnt the one but I gave it a shot anyway just because I knew he was falling for me and I thought I might actually start developing feelings for him too. He never caused me any harm, he has always been there but because I am not attracted to him I know I dont always put 100percent into the relationship. I do try to be the good girlfriend but naturally I just can't and he can never understand why sometimes my mood changes so drastically. I have tried to tell my boyfriend last week that I dont want to be with him anymore but the second I look into his eyes and see how much he loves him I change my mind and start thinking soon I willl Fall in love with him. SOmetimes, I hate myself for pretending to be someone I am not but maybe one day I will just have to tell him the truth.
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