DONT RUSH INTO THINGS!!
AFTER HAVING MY FIRST CHILD I MOVED INTO MY OWN HOUSE AND WAS HAPPY BEING A MUM.
I STARTED GOING OUT WITH FRIENDS AND EVENTUALLY MET THIS GUY WHO WAS A FRIEND OF MY MATES NEW BOYFREIND.
HE WAS VERY FUN TO BE AROUND AND I COULD TELL I WAS STARTING TO LIKE HIM.BEFORE LONG WE WERE TOGETHER AND HE MOVED IN,AS A RESULT OF HIS RECENT BREAK UP FROM HIS EX WHOME HE ALSO HAD CHILDREN WITH.
OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS VERY PASSIONATE AND I TRUSTED HIM,HE WENT TO WORK AND I STAYED HOME.
ONE DAY HE DIDNT COME HOME AND I SPENT ALL NIGHT WORRIED SICK TRYING TO PHONE HIM.THE NEXT DAY HE FINALLY CAME BACK ABOUT TEA TIME,HE GRABBED ALL HIS WASHING SAYING HE WAS TAKING IT TO HIS MUMS AND THEN NEVER CAME BACK.
I ONLY FOUND OUT LATER THAT NIGHT THAT HE HAD MOVED BACK IN TO HIS EXS HOUSE.THE COWARD COULDNT FIND AN EXPLANATION FOR LEAVING AND SO LEFT WITH OUT SO MUCH AS A SORRY OR A GOODBYE.
WE STILL TALK AND BECAME FREINDS BUT HES CONSTANTLY PLAYING HEAD GAMES WITH ME.ONE MINUTE HE STILL LIKES ME THE NEXT,HE LIKES ME BUT NOT LIKE HE USED TO...ARGGHHHHH!!
THINK MY FEELINGS FOR HIM NEVER LEFT WITH HIM AND ITS BEEN HARD TO GET OVER HIM,STILL TO THIS DAY I AINT OVER HIM AND I CANT UNDERSTAND WHY.MY POINT IS......DONT GET TOO ATTACHED TO SOON AND DONT RUSH INTO ANYTHING MAJOR!!THE LESS TIME U SPEND TOGETHER FOR THE FIRST FEW MONTHS, THE LESS IT HURTS WHEN THEY MESS U AROUND..I'M STILL PAYING FOR IT 4YRS LATER.
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