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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - I guess I just go on nursing this soul love that has no cure until the day I die. I left my ex 6 years ago for a very stupid reason, but (and I am in no way excusing myself here) I was pretty messed up in the head with self-esteem issues which tainted my interactions with everyone at that time in my life. He did cheat on me, but I pushed him to do it; really, I actually said to do it. Remember, I was really messed up at the time (and, no, not from drugs, sadly. At least then I would have some sort of lame excuse) Well, I ended it. A classic case of act in haste, repent at leasure. 6 years later, I am remarried and have a 3-year-old daughter. My current husband loves me, I am sure, but has the emotional capacity of a slug. I made my bed and I will lie in it. He is a good man, a GREAT father, and a good provider. But I could not honestly tell you when and what the last compliment he paid me was. Nor could I tell you the last time he said he loved me without me saying it first. I have not been in touch with my ex since the day the divorce papers were filed. Until today. I couldn't take it any more. I think about him constantly, and while I entertain no thoughts of doing anything to hurt my current husband (he does not deserve the same treatment my ex got [well, nor did my ex, for that matter]) I have thought about him since the last day I ever saw him. I have always known how to contact him, but I have not until today. I am miserable and stuck in a place that I will continue to be miserable in. There seems to be no escape. I came from a broken home and I vowed the day that I found out I was pregnant that my child should not suffer the same. So what do I do? I guess I just go on nursing this soul love that has no cure until the day I die. -soulsick, but determined to lay in the bed I made Slime-O-Meter   2.60 out of 5 slimes Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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