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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - I need to get to know myself sober I was with the love of my life for 7 years. WE'd known eachother since we were 15 but only got togther when we turned 19. Now I'm 26. The past 7 years have been great. He's s wonderful guy. I love everything about him. But something wasn't right. I just feel like I need to be on my own for a while. TO sort my life out. we'd been doing drugs throughout the whole relationship, except for about 7 months. I decided enough was enough and stopped doing drugs. But he kept going. I have essentially changed my life and was hoping he would do the same. He hasn't. So I broke up with him. I'd quit drugs twice during our relationship but he didn't. I didn't want to force him to change so I thought the best thing I could do for us was seperate. Now I miss him so much, but need to be strong. I don't know if he's quit or not, but I hope he has. He asked me to give him a chance to clean up his act. But the fact is I can't wait for him to do that on my time. Life is too short. I want to concetrate on ME and MY life now. I feel very guilty about it, but it's been on the cards for a few years now, only I never had the guts to do it. There are days that I'm so proud of myself and feel like I've done the right thing. Other days I ask myself if it was the biggest mistake of my life breaking up with him. I guess only time will tell. I just hope he is happy someday. I tried calling him a few days ago and he's not taking any of my calls. I think he's angry now. But I need to get to know myself sober. Figure out who I am by myself, you know? I wish you all luck. Slime-O-Meter  3.00 out of 5 slimes Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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