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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - love blinds all First thing’s first. This is a smart guy, with two girl siblings. Some people thought he was arrogant.. but I never really noticed that part of him. I guess that’s what they mean by ‘love blinds all.’ Anyways, he was a smart guy. So I never told him that I liked him before (one of my friends asked without my permission, and he said NO).. but if he never noticed.. that would be weird. On with my ‘story’.. I just want to say that he was the first guy that I didn't like out of a shallow nature. I grew closer to him.. after he was deeply hurt with a breakup with one of my friends, which was unexpected. I guess a felt sympathy for him. We connected pretty well, more so online than in school and when we saw each other in class, he almost always wore a smile on his face when he saw me. I was pretty shy in person, but he was more outgoing than I was.. and we talked sometimes, in person. It only took a few months for me to fall for him.. and when I did, I fell hard. I even gave him a present for X'mas! Only, I made a mistake by asking him to be my school brother over instant messaging, because I was scared that he was getting distant from me. Surprisingly, he was nice about it and agreed to my proposal. We e-mailed each other a lot and he would be pretty friendly with me. Often, other girls thought he actually developed a crush on me, because he was evidently REALLY REALLY nice to me.. I don't know what I was thinking.. but that made me like him even more. He was smart.. talented.. nice.. But later, I became clingy. I e-mailed him nonstop. And he was a busy guy. One morning I received a message that said something along the lines of 'i don't have time to make small talk.' after a couple of weeks, we were a little normaler in conversation again.. but i never felt the same again. when I received that e-mail, it hurt me to the very core. I was silent for the whole morning and there was a weird expression on my face.. I was dazed. It was rejection. Afterwards, every time I saw him, my face would scrunch up, my gaze would harden and I would be unsure every time I saw him. I knew I still liked him but I was so scared that if I said hi... he would hate me. Because I don't know but I think he dislikes me now. I gave him an X'mas present the second year, after this year of insecurity and not being in his classes... I found out we pretty much grew apart. He gave me a present in return, the day after, but I could tell that he was not really happy when he wished me "merry christmas" quickly. It really stung that he hadn't made an effort to keep in touch with me. I was always the one to start conversations, so I stopped that habit in futile hopes that he would initiate a convo. We have sort of.. different friends now. And it's been two/three years since I've known him. Does he think of me, I wonder? And what does he think of me now? That's what goes through my head when I see him in the one class we share together this year.. Cuz everytime I see a rubix cube (which is unavoidable since every asian guy plays with it now).. I think of him. I think of the past, that first Christmas when I shyly placed that present in his hands. I think of his smile when I found out that he brought it to school multiple times, working on it with a smile. And it claws at me. Slime-O-Meter  2.33 out of 5 slimes Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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