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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - I can't move on I had loved this man while I was dating someone else. But they were best friends and I didn't want to break up their friendship so I never said anything I kept to myself. I guess I hoped he would stay single but he didn't he started dating someone and I was devastated. I was secretly in love but I couldn't say anything. Needless to say life went on we went on our seperate paths for 4 years and he never once left my mind. I thought of him constantly. One day we met up again and we hung out our first night together was magical. I knew in my heart that this man was the one for me. We were inseperable after that I got pregnant and we had a beautiful baby girl. It was then that things started not working. Despite the fact that I love him more than anything in the world. I could see that our relationship was failing. I had joined the ARMY to be with him. He wanted to get married before I left for basic. But I wanted to wait. I hate myself for not marrying him when I had the chance. I had all these dreams I thought when I came back that we would get married, go active, and raise our baby together and just be happy. I was wrong. When I came home everything changed surprisingly for me I loved the ARMY I felt like I had finally found the career I wanted. But he changed he longer wanted to get married, he didn't want to go active anymore. I became very bitter. We fought all the time and I said things that no one should ever say to the person they love. But I was so angry. We eventually stopped telling eachother that we loved eachother. I loved this man more than anything but despite that things got worse. It seemed like the only time we were happy was when we had sex. Eventually I kicked him out. I was so lonely and hurt that I ran into the arms of another man. I loved him with all my heart but for the life of me I can't figure out why I did it! I hate myself! He was heartbroken. Now we are having a bitter custody battle over our daughter and he has someone new in his life. I had to get a order of protection against me because he started harrassing me at work with his new girlfriend on the company phone. I hate myself for letting it get this bad. To make it worse I still love him I would email him and text him telling him how much I still loved him just to get an angry text from the girlfriend. I know he is not good for me but I love him still. I cry all the time. I am so alone. I feel like I can't go on. I try to remain strong for my daughter but it is hard. I miss him terribly and I think about him constantly. I think about him with this other woman and I just want to die. I hate myself for seeing this other man. I feel that if I would have never started seeing him that we could have worked threw our problems. I am just so heartbroken. I have anxiety all the time. I am in the darkest place I have ever been. I just don't know how much longer I can hold on. Slime-O-Meter  3.00 out of 5 slimes Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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