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Tales of the Ex @ RomanceClass - Wishful Thinking I wonder if you ever cared at all like you had once said that you did I don’t know whether you lied or that you actually meant it when you said you loved me. All I know is that I love you and it took me maybe 2 weeks to say that but when I say that I mean it and you have no idea how hard it took me to say it. And you would think that all the drama that you have put me through I would hate your guts but it just makes me love you more and my conscience is saying I’m a complete idiot and to listen to it. I don’t want to because I can’t help being in love with you all I can think about are the memories of your kisses, your arms around me, your captivating light blue eyes that got me lost every time I stared into them, and hearing your voice when you whispered you loved me. Breaking up with you was the worst mistake I have ever made in my entire life. I feel like that I have completely given up on you… on us. If someone would ask me if I could go back and redo one thing in my life, just one mistake it would be that. But I want you to see why I did or at least know why I did what I did. I haven’t heard from you in 2 weeks at the time and honestly I was desperate and when I wrote that message on Myspace and you DID read it but DIDN’T reply I felt ignore on purpose and I thought extreme measures would make you at least respond but my extreme measure did nothing but make me miss you more because now I don’t have you anymore and still not even a call to say that you love me and you don’t want to lose me. I was hoping you would but because you didn’t I’ve been thinking of all things you said to me like you would love me always and forever, that was a lie, you said you would never hurt me, that was a lie, you said you wouldn’t lie to me, that was a lie too. I don’t know anymore all I know is I‘ll love you but my love was never returned. I thinking of sending this to you but every time I do there is still that little bit of hope that you will call me, that you will drive by my house and throw pebbles at my window to get my attention, to knock at my door and beg for forgiveness, but you know what if anyone needs to apologize its me because I wasn’t enough for you. I pray that in time we can talk or what I really want is be with you again. I never lied and when I said that I love you and that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you or when I said I wanted to live with you in Germany. So I’ve decided that if you really love me that you’ll come back and if you don’t than that’s your loss just know I'm not waiting for you anymore. Slime-O-Meter  3.00 out of 5 slimes Add your vote! How many slimes does this ex rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Tales Disclaimer: All tales are submitted by anonymous users and can be assumed to be complete fabrications from these users. RomanceClass.com removes all identifying information and is not responsible for the stories that are shared here. The stories are for entertainment purposes only.
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