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Love Stories @ RomanceClass - x WELL MY STORY IS A LONG STORY TO TELL. HERE GOES..... "DON'T LET ANYTHING GET IN THE WAY OF YOUR TRUE LOVE" THIS ALL BEGAN TUESDAY,FEBURARY 1,2005 IN MANHATTAN,NY. LET ME START OFF BY SAYING THAT I BEGAN A NEW SCHOOL IN MANHATTAN EXCITED AND WANTING TO MEET NEW PEOPLE AND A NEW ENVIRONMENT.AS SOON AS I BEGAN SCHOOL THIS BOY NAMED "JAY" AND I BEGAN TO TALK LIKE HI WHAT'S UP.YOU KNOW THAT KIND OF STUFF.SO WE SPOKE FOR SEVERAL MINTUES I DON'T REALLY REMEMBER,BUT LATER ON DURING THE DAY TWO OF HIS FRIENDS BEGAN TO TELL ME THAT JAY REALLY LIKES YOU AND THEN OF THEM ASKED ME IF I HAD A VALENTINES AND I THOUGHT ONE OF THE BOYS ASKED ME FOR HIS BENEFIT AND I HESITATED BUT A NO CAME OUT OF MY MOUTH.AND I WAS LIKE DAMN--LOL.AND SO JAY CAME AT THE END OF THE DAY AND SLIPPED ME HIS NUMBER.AND I'M LIKE OH GOD WHAT DID I GET MYSELF INTO BECAUSE I DIDN'T FIND THIS BOY ATTRACTIVE AND I DIDN'T EVEN LIKE HIM-I JUST MET HIM.AND SO I'M LIKE OKAY LET ME SEE WHAT HAPPENS.AND SO I THINK I GAVE HIM MY NUMBER I THINK THE FOLLOWING DAY.HE SURPRISED ME ON VALETINES DAY WITH A GIFT(A LIGHT PURPLE TEDDY BEAR,2 BOXES OF CHOCOLATE CANDY,A LETTER STATING HIS LIKENESS FOR ME,WRITING IN A HEART WITH A CHOCOLATE HERSHEY KISS,A RED BEAUTIFUL ROSE AND SMALL CANDY BAGS--------IT WAS THE MOST MAGNIFICENT FEELING IN THE WORLD AND I LOVED IT! BECAUSE HE WAS THE FIRST PERSON TO EVER GIVE ME A VALETINE PRESENT---IT WAS GREAT!!)..I REMEMBER MANY GIRLS BEING JEALOUS BECAUSE A FEW OF THEM LIKED HIM AND THEY EXPECTED A GIFT FROM HIM------THIS GOT BUT I STILL WASN'T INTERESTED I THINK BECAUSE I DIDN'T ALLOW MYSELF TO LIKE HIM AND OPEN UP TO LOVE AND A GREAT GUY..(HE WAS GREAT)...AND SO WE BOTH ATTEMPTED CALLING EACH OTHER AND WE COULDN'T REACH OTHER BECAUSE IF HE CALLED ME I WASN'T HOME OR HE SAID HE CALLS AND NOBODY PICKED UP(I USED TO BE HOME--I USED TO THINK HE WAS LYING WHEN HE SAID HE CALLED)AND I USED TO CALL AND NOBODY EVER PICKED UP AND HE USED TO THINK I WAS LYING BUT I USED TO CALL.--I DON'T KNOW WHY BUT I GUESS I SPOKE TO HIM IN THE FIRST PLACE TO SEE IF I CAN GET THIS BOY HOOKED ON ME SO I CAN SEE IF I CAN--SORT OF LIKE A CHALLENGE--BECAUSE SERIOUSLY I WASN'T INTERESTED-JUST FOR FUN AND TO HAVE SOMEONE THERE FOR ME.--I'M GOING TO GIVE YOU A QUICK HINT OF THE WHOLE STORY-TO MY SURPRISE THE ONE WHO GOT HOOKED REAL BAD WAS ME WHICH IS SOMETHING I DIDN'T EXPECT AT ALL. AND SO ONE TIME HE FINALLY CAUGHT ME HOME ON THE PHONE--AND WE STARTED HANGING OUT FOR THE MONTH OF MARCH-LIKE THE BESTEST FRIENDS IN THE WHOLE WORLD--IT WAS COOL.AND SO I WAS STILL NOT INTERESTED BUT IT WAS NICE HAVING SOMEONE THERE FOR ME SOMEONE WHO WAS SO COOL AND I GUESS THAT WAS WHAT KEPT ME THERE.HE USED TO TRY AND TALK TO ME IN SCHOOL AND I USED TO REALLY IGNORE HIM-YOU KNOW TRYING TO PLAY HARD TO GET AND THIS HAPPENED ALL THE TIME.-AND SO I AVOIDED HIM TO SEE HOW HARD HE WILL TRY AND FINALLY HE GAVE UP.SO I'M HERE PLAYING LITTLE GAMES-ONE OF HIS FRIENDS CONFESSES THAT SHE REALLY LIKES HIM AND SO THEY START DATING.I DIDN'T KNOW ANYTHING--AND I FOUND MYSELF TO BE REALLY PISSED OFF BECAUSE HE WASN'T GIVING ME THE ATTENTION HE WAS GIVING ME BEFORE.I FINALLY REALIZED THAT HE HAD A GIRLFRIEND WHEN ONE DAY WE'RE ALL IN CLASS AND HE WAS CARRYING HER AND PLAYING WITH HER AND THEN I SEENED THEM KISS-----AND WAS SO SURPRISED AND HURT IT WAS LIKE WOW.AT THIS POINT I DIDN'T KNOW I LIKED THIS BOY SO MUCH.AND SO I SPOKE TO HIM ABOUT AND TOLD HIM YOU KNOW WHAT THE F*CK IS WRONG WITH YOU? I THOUGHT WE WERE TALKING AND YOU COME OUT OF NOWHERE WITH A GIRL? AND HE SAID WELL THAT HE TRIED TO SPEAK TO ME AND I IGNORED HIM THAT HE WASN'T GOING TO BE WAITING FOR ME ANYMORE STOP PLAYING GAMES AND YOU KNOW I DIDN'T BLAME HIM FOR IT BECAUSE I THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO STICK AROUND BUT I FOUND HE DID THIS BECAUSE HE HEARD THAT I DIDN'T LIKE HIM AT ALL AND I'M LIKE OKAY IF YOU HEAR ANYTHING JAY COME TO ME AND ASK ME.I WAS SO HURT AND DISAPPOINTED THAT TEARS WELLED UP IN MY EYES AND I BROKE DOWN AND STARTED TO CRY AND AT THE POINT I WAS LIKE WHY DA HELL AM I CRYING?! I POURED MY HEART AND TOLD HIM THAT I REALLY LIKED HIM AND HOW HE COMES OUT OF NOWHERE WITH A GIRLFRIEND AND I TOLD HIM YOU KNOW WHAT FORGET ABOUT EVERYTHING AND GO STAY WITH YOUR GIRLFRIEND AND I LEFT LIKE IN THE SOAP OPERAS-HE JUST STOOD THERE IN DISBELIEF BECAUSE HE DIDN'T KNOW I LIKED HIM BECAUSE HIS FRIEND TOLD HIM THAT I DIDN'T LIKE HIM-THIS BOY LIED BECAUSE HE LIKED ME.SOMEONE TOLD HIM TO RUN AFTER ME BUT HE DIDN'T--HE HAD A VOLLEYBALL GAME I BELIEVE BUT HE TOOK ACTION.WE DIDN'T SPEAK THE WHOLE WEEKEND AND IN SCHOOL I THINK WE BEGAN TO SPEAK AND WE STARTED SPEAKING AGAIN LIKE A NEW BEGINNING FOR SOMETHING THAT NEVER BEGAN.AND SO WE STARTED TO HANG OUT AND SPEND TIME WITH EACH OTHER AND SO ON FRIDAY,APRIL 01,2005--WE WERE OFFICIALLY A COUPLE.... IT FIRST STARTED WITH A DAY IN CENTRAL PARK AND WE STARTED TALKING ABOUT A RELATIONSHIP BUT IN REALITY I LIKED ANOTHER BOY IN MY SCHOOL WITH A PASSION. WALKING TOWARDS THE TRAIN STATION AND SO I TOLD HIM THAT--I SAID I'M SORRY BUT I REALLY LIKE SOMEONE ELSE-HE ASKED WHO IT WAS AND I SAID OH NO YOU DON'T KNOW HIM BECAUSE I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO KNOW BECAUSE HE WAS ALREAYD HURT AND HE WAS SO DISAPPOINTED THAT HE SAID I SHOULD'VE STAYED WITH ARIANNA-I DON'T KNOW WHY I BROKE UP WITH HER---THIS WAS ON 59ST AND COLUMBUS CIRCLE GOING UPTOWN ON THE 1 TRAIN SITTING DOWN--AND I WAS SO JEALOUS TO HEAR THAT--THAT I DIDN'T WANT HIM TO BE WITH ANOTHER GIRL AND SO WE BOTH WERE SILENT AND WE BOTH GOT ON THE TRAIN WITH A DISAPPOINTMENT ON OUR FACES AND SO WE WERE ON THE TRAIN AND I LAYED ON HIS LAP AND HE WAS STROKING MY HAIR AND TOUCHING MY FACE----IT WAS SO BEAUTIFUL AND GREAT AND I WAS SORT OF FALLING ASLEEP IN HIS ARMS ON THE TRAIN .HE ASKED ME ONE MORE TIME DO YOU WANT TO BE MY GIRLFRIEND?! AND I SAID TO MYSELF HEY WHY NOT?! AND I SAID YES!! FOR SO MANY REASONS I SAID YES---(SO HE WOULDN'T GET BACK WITH HIS EX-GIRL,THE BOY I LIKED WAS TOO SLOW AT TAKING ACTION,AND BECAUSE HE WAS SO GREAT AND I WANTED A BOYFRIEND TO BE THERE FOR ME AND I THOUGHT HE WAS THE PERFECT ONE FOR THE ROLE--I LIKED HIM A LITTLE BIT AT THAT POINT) AND WE BOTH HAD ON A HAPPY FACE-IT WAS GREAT.WE SPENT THE WHOLE DAY TOGETHER IN HIS HOUSE.I MET HIS MOTHER THE SAME DAY WE BEGAN OUR RELATIONSHIP AND SHE WAS NICE.WE WERE THERE HANGING OUT AND HAD THE MOST ILLEST MAKE OUT SESSION IN THE WORLD----LOL...AT FIRST I DIDN'T LIKE HIS KISSING AND SO I JUST LAIDED THERE AND HE HIS FACE EXPRESSION WAS LIKE WHAT'S GOING ON? AND SO HE ASKED HOW DO YOU LIKE TO BE KISSED AND I SAID A MORE PASSIONATE KISS AND SO HE DID JUST THAT...EVER SINCE THAT WE HAD GREAT,PASSIONATE KISSES THAT MEANT THE WORLD TO ME-I HAVE SO MANY WORDS FOR OUR KISSES BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST SO GREAT.THEY MADE ME FEEL WANTED IMPORTANT,LOVED,SEXY.IT'S TOUGH THINKING ABOUT THESE BEAUTIFUL SENSUAL KISSES-THEY MADE ME TINGLE ALL OVER.THEY MADE ME SO SENSITIVE AND EMOTIONAL.THEY WERE SO MEANINGFUL TO THE BOTH OF US AT LEAST TO ME.THEY MADE ME FEEL LIKE NOTHING IN THIS WORLD MATTERED LIKE I WASN'T HUMAN AND I DIDN'T HAVE ANY PROBLEMS..THAT'S THE MEMORY I CHERISH AND MISS THE MOST OF EVERYTHING WE HAD AND IT KIND OF HURTS NOT HAVING THOSE KISSES ANYMORE AND A PART OF ME TELLS ME THAT HE MISSES THESE KISSES AS MUCH AS I DO. I KNOW WE BOTH DO EVEN THOUGH WE DON'T SPEAK AT ALL ANYMORE AND TODAY IS TUESDAY,JANUARY 31,2006----A YEAR AGO I MET HIM THE FIRST TIME I NOTICED HIS FACE HIS FACE WAS GLOWING IN AWE---I DIDN'T KNOW THIS BOY WAS GOING TO BRING BOTH BAD AND GOOD TO MY LIFE.BECAUSE OF HIM I DISCOVERED A LOT OF THINGS ABOUT MYSELF.I DISCOVERED MY NEW SELF ACTUALLY A SELF THAT WAS ALREADY THERE BUT JUST NEEDED TO BLOSSOM AND COME OUT.HE MADE ME OPEN UP TO THE WORLD AND REALIZE THAT I NEED TO BE MORE OF MYSELF AND NOT BE AFRAID OF ANYTHING OR ANYONE TO SAY WHAT I THINK AND NOT HOLD BACK AT ALL..AND I REALLY REALLY WANT TO THANK HIM FOR THAT.HE DOESN'T KNOW HOW MUCH I STILL KIND OF MISS HIM REGARDLESS OF ALL THE DRAMA THAT OCCURRED BETWEEN US BEFORE OUR RELATIONSHIP BEGAN,DURING OUR RELATIONSHIP,AND AT THE END OF OUR RELATIONSHIP.AND REGARDLESS OF ALL,WE HAVE AMAZING AND UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES TOGETHER.THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS IN BETWEEN THAT IT'S STILL SO MUCH TO WRITE AND I'M NOT GOING TO TYPE THIS STORY OF "JAY" AND "LINA."----WE HAD OUR OWN SYMBOL THAT WAS ---JR 4-LIFE----J FOR JONATHAN AND R FOR RAFAELINA..WE PLANNED ON GETTING MARRIED AND BEGINNING OUR NEW LIFE TOGETHER.OUR RELATIONSHIP WAS SO CRAZY AND AVENTUROUS-THAT WAS WHAT MAKES IT SO UNFORGETTABLE AND COOL TO THINK ABOUT.WE HAD OUR FUN AND WE DIDN'T PAY ANY ATTENTION TO ANYONE ELSE.IT WAS LIKE JAY AND LINA IN THEIR OWN LITTLE WORLD.WE HAD GREAT CHEMISTRY.WE HAD A GREAT CONNECTION TOGETHER AND EVERYWHERE WE HAD THE BIGGEST SMILES ON OUR FACES.WE COULDN'T WAIT TO BE TOGETHER AFTER CLASS.WE WROTE LETTERS TO EACH OTHER TALKING ABOUT OUR INDIVIDUAL PROBLEMS AND HOW MUCH WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND HOW GREAT IT WAS TO HAVE EACH OTHER IN OUR LIVES'.HAVING EACH OTHERS BACKS AND ALWAYS BEING THERE FOR EACH OTHER..IT WAS GREAT HIS FAMILY LOVED ME ESPECIALLY HIS MOTHER --SHE'S COOL.AND HIS STEPFATHER AND HIS FRIENDS...BUT I KNEW IN THE BACK OF MY MIND ALL ALONG THAT OUR RELATIONSHIP WASN'T GOING TO WORK BUT YET I FORCED IT TO BECAUSE HE WAS SO GREAT AND I REALLY LOVED HIM LIKE I NEVER LOVED BEFORE.I MUST SAY HE WAS MY FIRST TRUE LOVE.AND HE KNEW THAT ALSO--WE BROKE UP A GREAT NUMBER AMOUNT OF TIMES BUT EVERYTIME WE GOT BACK TOGETHER BETWEEN APRIL 01 AND JULY.AND SO THIS WE BROKE UP FOR GOOD ON OUR FOURTH ANNIVERSARY-AUGUST 01,2005.AND AFTER THAT FOR 3 MONTHS I WAS VERY VERY DEPRESSED BECAUSE I MISSED AND LOVED HIM VERY MUCH.I DIDN'T WANT TO ACCEPT THE FACT THAT WE WEREN'T JAY AND LINA ANYMORE AND I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE EVERYTHING.I WAS SO VERY CONFUSED ABOUT WHAT HAPPENED AND THERE WERE SO MANY QUESTIONS LEFT UNANSWERED.AND TO THIS DAY SOME ARE STILL UNANSWERED AND IT'S BETTER THAT WAY.SOME THINGS ARE BETTER LEFT UNSAID.THROUGHOUT MY DEPRESSION AND MY HEALING I REALIZED THAT I NEEDED TO BE STRONGER FOR MYSELF AND ONLY FOR MYSELF BECAUSE IF I DIDN'T I WAS GOING TO BRING MYSELF DOWN.AND NOW I AM STRONGER THAN EVER.I'M ON THE HONOR ROLL AND I'M GOING TO COLLEGE FALL OF THIS YEAR.AND I'M GLAD THAT I WAS STRONG ENOUGH NOT TO SPEAK OR LOOK AT HIM EVE THOUGH I STILL LOVED AND MISSED HIM AND DECIDED NOT TO SPEAK TO JAY AT ALL DURING AND AFTER MY HEALING AND I THINK THAT WAS THE BEST THING I COULD'VE DONE FOR MYSELF AND I'M GLAD I MADE THAT CHOICE.TO THIS DAY I DON'T KNOW WHAT HE THINKS ABOUT ME OR HOW HE FEELS ABOUT ME AND I DON'T THINK THAT IS NECCESSARY ANYMORE AND IT'S TOO BAD WE DIDN'T WORK OUT AT ALL BECAUSE WE WERE GREAT TOGETHER..IT WAS MEANT FOR US NOT WORK OUT AND I THINK WE BOTH KNEW THAT.I DON'T HATE HIM BECAUSE HE HAS MADE ME A BETTER PERSON AT THE END AND I LOVE HIM FOR THAT AND FOR ALLOWING ME THE CHANCE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED AND LIVE THE GREAT LIFE OF LOVE..I MISS IT!! HE'S GOING TO THE MARINES ON JULY 10,2006.I SPEAK TO HIS SERGEANT ONCE IN A WHILE AND HE'S A COOL GUY.HE TOLD ME HOW MUCH JAY USED TO TALK ABOUT ME AND HOW GREAT I WAS(AT THAT POINT I DIDN'T KNOW THIS MAN SO THAT'S HOW COME I KNEW THAT HE WASN'T LYING ABOUT THIS).HOW HE WANTED TO MARRY ME AND HOW MUCH HE USED TO LOVE BEING WITH ME.HOW GREAT I WAS.AND HE TOLD HIS SERGEANT THAT THE NEXT GUY THAT I GO OUT WITH IS GOING TO BE A VERY LUCKY MAN AND I WAS SO SURPRISED WHEN I HEARD THAT BECAUSE HE IS KNOWN AS A LIAR.AND NOW TO THIS DAY WE DO NOT SPEAK TO EACH OTHER.I CHOSE IT THAT WAY.HE DOES A LOT OF THINGS THAT ARE SO STUPID AND DUMB.AND I MUST SAY THE DAY OF GRADUATION I DO NOT KNOW HOW I AM GOING TO REACT TO HIS LEAVING.I KNOW THAT I AM GOING TO MISS HIM.AND I KNOW HE'S GOING TO MISS ME.HE SENT ME A MESSAGE LAST WEEK ON HOW HE DOESN'T HAVE A PROBLEM WITH ME OR ANYTHING AND HE SAID TO KEEP ON DOING ME THAT HE AIN'T KNOCKING ME DOWN AND HE WAS GIVING ME PROPS AND HE PUT A SMILEY FACE.....AND I GUESS BECAUSE OF THAT-THAT HE STILL DOES CARE ABOUT ME OR MAYBE EVEN LOVE ME WHO KNOWS--I WOULDN'T KNOW BECAUSE HE LIES ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHING.I STILL KIND OF MISS THIS BOY.HE BROUGHT A GREAT IMMENSE AMOUNT OF HAPPINESS TO MY LIFE AT THAT TIME.IT WAS LIKE A PARADISE AND THAT'S WHERE I WANT TO GO....A PARADISE......I WISH HIM THE BEST LUCK IN THE WORLD AND I HOPE HE CHANGES SOME OF HIS WAYS BUT I DON'T AND CAN'T HATE HIM BECAUSE HE INTRODUCED SOMETHING NEW AND GREAT TO ME.EVEN THOUGH,WE'RE NEVER GOING TO BE TOGETHER AGAIN, I WISH HIM THE BEST IN LIFE AND I WILL FOREVER LOVE HIM FOR MAKING ME WHO I AM----MUAHZZZ Jay FROM "LINA" :) P.S.I LOVED THE FLOWERS HE USED TO GET ME OH MY GOD THAT WAS ONE OF THE BEST THINGS. 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