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Saying Sorry @ RomanceClass - pain from the heart can go on for every and never go alway To someone who I hurt real bad long ago (cheating on her) There only about two things in my life that I regret. The main one is hurting someone who i didnt care for. To later on when I learn just how much i did care for her. Saying sorry can be one of the most harders things someone can ever do in there life. I know how hard it is the fear that come from it. But at the same time it can be the only thing that can set u free. But even now I still cant over come the fear in side of me and i fight it every day trying . ====== This is my story. I'm sorry for everything that i have done to u. i never tried to even understand u or ur feelings or even get to know u I was real childless . In a way I only seen u as a "sex toy". And when a better toy came along I cheated on u. And u even had it in u to forgave me for what I have done. But the side in me that knew damn right what I have done knew if I was to go back I will have just done it again. I had to live on with my life trying to understand life and finding out a few things for my self. Over the years i have talk to many ppl and i find that boys has done the same thing to them that I have done to u. But I ask just how many of them are sorry about it and there not many. Most will go back and do it a again. "One cant know just how much he care about someone to they are no longer there" I'm sure u all have seen something like that and I know its true. In a way I knew I had to face that saying and it was the only thing that turn me and made me more wiser I still do call myself a kid as there still many things out there that I don't know yet. But what make me even more made is that I never did say sorry. But i did carry the blame of it with me for many years there not many days that want by that I didn't think of some way to say sorry or think of u in some type of way. The dreams that I did have was more of me just being with u or by u. The funny thing is they was the only dreams that I did remember every part of them. I'm sure everyone is thinking this is a lie. Boys are all the same they don't think like this i have seen a few girls think this way to. But it is for real it is ture. there was one day u was crying at night with ur mom i was some what a sleep and i never even asked u why u was crying .... but now i do want to know just what made u cry ? was it me ? if so im sorry for that to We all can change for the good or the bad. I dont know if I change for the good but I hope so. I hope that the feelings I had over the years had show me the light and i believe they did. im sure many ppl want to beat me up for what i have done but i will say this getting beated up only hurts for a few days or a bit longer but pain from the heart can go on for every and never go alway. One can only learn from his mistake and I have learn a lot from this one mistake and i hope no other has to go down this same road as me I will now say it im sorry for everything that i have done to u and i hope u can still find it in u to for gave me for what i have done to u. I hope that one day i can make it all up to u. I do miss her a lot and hope she will gave me one more try to redeem my self. PS) she did read it and we are trying right now to get back together Sorry-O-Meter 0.00 out of 5 hearts Add your vote! How much forgiveness does this story rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Apologies
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