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Saying Sorry @ RomanceClass - I can never be mad at you Why do I keep saying you didn’t/don’t love me It was always far from that. I didn’t know what to believe. I let myself overthinking over and over again Even though I said I wouldn’t. I kept thinking of the past..Past mistakes and I just kept bringing them back. Over and over again Even when you truly tried for me I said you didn’t love me And I pushed you way Until you reached a point in which you didn’t want to be around me anymore That you lost your interest in even wanting to deal with me I tried and said I would but I never did. And even when I tried it end up coming back once more. And for that, I am sorry. You did love me; you probably still do love me. But instead of understanding that I just merely pushed you away. Pushed you into someone else’s thoughts and feelings And not that of me. I wished you felt and thought of me But even so you have to say things that you mean and mean what you say You never once told me that I didn’t love you. Because you knew I did. While I just kept making excuses and saying things. Now I know what it’s truly like to hurt someone that you love..even when I did try it just came back and it made things worse. I don’t blame you for anything and I do still love you but I have to learn from my mistakes. I still want to be with you, to hold your hand, you meet you to be there to hang out with you and do everything with you. But I need to fully focus on myself and my feelings and how to handle them at the moment. I’m hoping, praying and being positive that we’ll be back together once more when I truly can fully handle my emotions and hopefully you’ll still have those feelings for me. It’s so hard to overthink sometimes. And I’m learning from this breakup that I truly have an issues with trust. I still want to be with you and I’m being positive about it. I know you still love me but you just can’t handle dealing with that kind of abuse and I fully understand. I don’t blame you and I can never be mad at you.Ever. Sorry-O-Meter No Votes Yet Add your vote! How much forgiveness does this story rate? 1 is lowest, 5 is highest. Submit your own story Most Recent Apologies
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