I'm glad that PDM is establishing rapport with you, Dark Raven. I wouldn't want to jump down your throat about your cutting/striking yourself, or taking your blade to hurt someone.
And yet, I am concerned about YOU.
I don't want to get in the way of your conversation with PDM, but I didn't want you to think that others of us on here were not caring about you, also.
I am hopeful that you will consider talking with a professional counselor - someone who will not judge, but care enough to help.
