your advice is i good, and i did consider all those things while we were apart. i never stopped thinking about her. As it turns out i was afraid, ive been burned pretty bad a couple times. i never really let my guard down with her,even at times pushed her away. but turns out i burned myself this time. and if i can turn this around i know we could be happy.
the question still remains though...how long should i wait to send her a letter? its only been 3 days since she asked me to leave her alone. wouldnt it anger her more if i tried to contact her so soon?