what about you Lisa, any feedback? i just want it to come out right. this is the the final product,not too much different.Also i was wondering if i should mail it or just give it to her in person.
Dear,I understand that you might be still hurting… angry at the least so I know that it’s hard for you. I feel as awful and angry as you do right now if not worse because I’m angry at myself. Your probably thinking that I should be over it by now but I’m not, you were really special to me, even though I may have rarely shown it. I’m truly heartbroken, and I know it’s my fault. At this point you won’t even talk to me anymore... for awhile we were getting along just fine despite of the break up. It seems like everything changed the moment I told you I had made a mistake and I loved you? Why? I want you to know that I never stopped thinking about you after we broke up. what I had, what I gave up, and all the good times we had together...the day we met, the night at the club...and the hospital...and then to my house :).our night at the playground, the picnic in the park, the show you took me to for my birthday, the haunted houses, Even the times we spent just laying around watching movies together. Everything was better when I did it with you. I needed time to see that, I needed time to evaluate the things going on in my life. In the process I pushed away the one person that really cared about me because I was scared too fall in love again, because I remembered what it felt like to lose it. I know that you must have felt that way when we broke up but I never meant to hurt you. I’m not perfect and I make mistakes, but I do learn from them, and I won’t repeat them again, nor will I ever take you for granted. I hope with a little time you can really forgive me, because I know you haven’t yet. I should have listened when you said that you needed some time and some space to think things over. I was just in such a hurry to fix everything, that I didn’t realize that it’s not that easy for you to drop your guard either. So I kept pushing for it. I guess that’s why you were so angry when I showed up to that party. I know it took time to do that damage and I know it will take time to repair it but I will try my best to make it up to you if I can. You haven’t seen the best of me yet, I hope you’ll give me a chance to show you. You once told me that it was easier for you to run than risk being hurt. I think that’s a mistake… because it’s the same one I made with you. Please don’t run from me. At this point I would be happy if we could just be friends again. I would love to see you soon…When you’re ready.
thanks for all your help PDM and Lisa
