Thanks PMD and Joandboys.
My mom got a kick out of how I dumped him and did not let him push me into the open relationship thing.
I don't think I'm really sad, but just worried about whether I will find someone again. However my mom told me a guy was checking me out at a restaurant yesterday...the sheriff actually! I'm not ready for another relationship but I'd just like to know that there is time left...lol
On the positive note, now that I don't have to meet him each week and pay for my meals at restaurants, I have more money for things I want. Oh and more time for me too! lol