thanx all for your answers i agree it was something childish but it was what i felt that night i wrote the note it's done .i kind of regret it now but it's not like i slept with him or something the problem maybe is my look im blond hot but it's just my look im virgin i preserve my self for my one and only the problem everybody thinks that im a slut or something i mean the they judge my outside they don't know im a good girl and im just tired of waiting for mr prince charming i don't want a whatever guy i want the one that deserves all my life waiting for him and im so tempted by just kissing the first cute guy that i meet but your answers just showed me that im a rare diamond and i deserve the king charming himself.thx a lot
