thx all for your responds as you said pdm when we don't we simply don't i couldn't lie to the guy i just can't feel him at all i gently told him that im not ready for a story for the moment he can't accept it im so sorry for him but im sure once he'll go back to germany he'll be just fine.it's just that im so tired of waiting my one and only but im gonna keep waiting he 'll come people and he's gonna so much better than what i waited my whole life for won't he? wich you all love the true one,health and happiness.