Correction to that last post. Apparently since my church anit having any type of service tommorow due to thanksgiving, my youth pastor has decided to invite the youth to his place for a pre-thanksgiving dinner. Well I think she is going to be there. I am more scared now than I was yesterday. I feel like i should have a flower or something of that matter. Even though she doesn't know it's me, she might have a clue thats it me. I don't wanna mess things up, even though i probably already did, I don't know right now. Between this, my car, my little weight problem and this reenactment thing im in with some of my buddies, I don't think I have anything left in me to take this on, but I'm going anyway. One, I want to see if thinks(or knows) it's me. Two, I'm just not going to back down, it's not me.
