sorry it's really confusing. and long. I just don't get guys I guess. And I should add that even though it feels like we are distant he still does little things that show he cares. He takes care of me and dotes on me when I don't need it. And today he bought me this claddagh ring I wanted for $8 cause i didn't have my money. He is still cute sometimes..maybe he is just settling in and I am just on edge and paranoid?

I think I'm crazy.

thanks for your time reading that. =D