Maybe I am being melodramatic. I hate this. I learned a lot from my relationship with my ex, but sometimes I wish I could just not gone through it and lived life a little more ignorant of some things. Or at least waited until I was older...And there is nobody that understands what I went through and why, over a year later, i still sometimes think about him, and why it even still bothers me. It's almost like I am trapped inside my mind.
