...Finally stopped smoking.
That is definitely a positive!
Anyway... I don't know. It keeps getting worse and I keep getting stronger and falling apart further more and more. Every time we try to make it work, we make it worse. ...
I am so sorry to hear this. You seemed so happy together ~ I find it so hard to understand how religion can get between people who love each other, but it seems that it can.
I wish you all the luck that you need to sort yourselves out and I wish for a happy result in all of this
