Celebrations should fit your circumstances anyway. If y'all talked, then that was celebrating the moment, you know.
Take it one day at a time.
Gotta tell you what I think, though. There may never be a time when you don't want to worry your social worker and are not concerned about working yourself up.
That is, unless you decide that maybe you might be conning yourself a little. Despite what they say, love doesn't make everything better. Sometimes we have to make choices that are not easy.
You will do what you think is right and what you want for yourself. I urge you, however, to consider that your thinking might be skewed by not wanting to look too closely at yourself.
I hope you're not feeling attacked. That is not my intention. But I don't want you to wonder at some point in the future - why didn't people tell me the truth?
