I can't ask my father for support. He'll get mad at me if he knew everything that was going on and he would take my boyfriend away from me.
The reason I cut myself is because I can handle physical pain better than emotional pain. I've been hit and thrown many times, so I've become quite immune to physical hurt.
Dream girl or not, just thinking about it ticks me off to the point of me trashing my room.
I'll tell SOMEONE everything as soon as I can. My best bet is Tuesday.
