It does look like you're doing well. I think all the questions and second-guessing is part of your "figuring out."
All your answers are inside of you, you just need to find what they are and except them. That's what I think at least!!
I wonder if your family should know?? I mean, it might make it harder for you, especially if they start throwing in their own opinions. It might confuse your thoughts, maybe?
Anyway, I hope things continue to go well and you find answers to many of your questions!
